I don't usually write two posts in one day, but I'm writing an update and if anyone has any experience with FET's and the bizarre protocol your comments are very welcome. Though I didn't ovulate, it seems like I am about to today or tomorrow, so the doctor called and said I should start taking Ganirelix, the ovulation prevention shot. I will take that for three days and will see him Weds morning to discuss the next step.
I had a panic this morning when he called with the new instructions. I always feel like I don't have time to process the information or understand the protocol. And even when he explains it I still don't feel like I understand. Because this is our last chance I'm extra anxious perhaps. I keep reminding myself that the doc wants this to work too and that I should just stop thinking and do what he says, because that's what we are paying him for. To be in charge. But I don't have that kind of mentality. I ask questions and I want to make informed decisions. I want to have some control and say as to what is happening to my body. I think that's fair, but not really what's happening right now. The transfer train is moving faster than I can run.
I rushed to pick up the shots and get the meds in me asap. And I guess we will wait until Weds to see what to do next. It's such a helpless and confused feeling when I don't understand. Whatever. We are in so deep in so many ways I guess I will just jump all in with this last embryo.
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