Greetings from my office! It's a gloomy day in LA and I thought I'd take a quick moment to express all my anxieties now that we are two days away from HOPEFULLY our first and last and final FET. Why do I feel so nervous? Sometimes it just hits, and I worry about insane things. My dreams last night were all about being worried I didn't make enough food and worried that people were going to be mad about it. I've been trying to remind myself THERE IS NO POINT IN WORRYING about anything. Whatever happens will happen and the less anxious I can be the better. Fine. I know that. BUt what do you do when your body and heart and stomach simply beg to differ?
1) Drink tea. Lots of tea. Warm, soothing, decaffeinated tea.
2) Stay busy. Super busy. Bake, knit, exercise, listen to friends complain about their lives...paperwork at the office...whatever. Busy.
3) Watch TV or read a good book. I started watching Master Chef Junior and am so excited for a new episode on Friday. For some reason I watch it and ball my eyes out. I think it's therapeutic.
Nothing brilliant here, just a Thursday reminder of ways to quell the pre FETnerves. Sending lots of love into cyber space to all those on IF Island!
YAY!! I am so excited for you and the Lone Ranger!!! Have you done any acupuncture? I did some sessions before and then had it combined with transfer, it was super relaxing! Lots of love and big hugs, remember that you got this! Positive thoughts only, happiness and gratitude!
Posted by: Samantha | October 24, 2013 at 09:00 PM